Probably it was my fault, maybe yours too. We are nothing anymore. Kills me. Before was the same anyway.
I’ll be okay. Please forgive me. All I did was because I love you more than me. Hope you understand at some point. Pray for you come to realize that it hurt and you still mean what you told me I meant for you.
Christmas it’s here, you are not. Waited for something never calmed, warm words with a big hug, like it used to be. Confused about why you are not the same, I just have to let it be, let you go, Nadir.